I remember the time I taught conceptual design. I used to give a project to my students about capturing their familiar objects by positioning their cameras within one foot from the ground. This is an interesting exercise which can extend students' perception to unusual perspectives which they seldom encounter. Even now, I still keep practicing this trick to improve my creativity and observation strength.
You should be proud of having fought for your life. The world may not be fair to you but you have utilised all you were given to make yourself shine. Even though everything has come to an end, your virtuous spirit is still around influencing people who are still struggling in this world.
We have alternatives, so we need to choose. The alternatives are the result of the accumulated efforts we put on our lives. The more you equip yourself, the more choices you will have. We have to choose and act from what we have, but not to shift our burden and responsibilities to someone in order to pick what does not belong to us. I look down on opportunists who disgracefully grab chances without principle.
Every reflection of the past is held in position
While the unwanted are demolished
their incarnations are preserved
which can never be destroyed
Every moment is frozen for its reappearance
When the new are dead, the old will be born
All elements in the universe are balanced
as cycles to form the equilibrium of lives
Finally the devastating situation has passed. Flaws were fixed and goals were achieved. Things lost can be rebuilt. Luck is not what I need and it has never been my friend. Only courage and determination guide me moving on. I won't surrender to what is given.
Now, I think I deserve a while without deadlines or obligations. I need a break to settle my mind for further challenges.