One gloomy day, I determined to create a platform to unleash my feelings. I knew it might not be easy as my life is always congested with deadlines and obligations. Now one year has passed, this site has shaped from its beginning as an abstract idea to now serving as a solid channel for me to flow around. I'm proud of what I have achieved though sometimes I feel frustrated to maintain the frequency of posting.
Everyday, no matter what triggers, moods and feelings are not the same. At my age, time seems going fast. As time goes by, memories become blurred. With looking back what I have captured and expressed, it reminds me of my involvements in this world. At least I know I'm still active and my memories are still working.
This is only a small milestone. I will keep kicking these stones year after year.
I may not have a house
I may not have a luxurious car
Everything seems just enough
and I may not have the fortune to ask for more
But I can show you my strength
a reliable and responsible strength
to protect you for the future
Life may be cruel
Life may not go smooth
Everything needs to be bartered
with endless devotion and efforts
But this shapes our lives
a life with sweat and character
to make us live with pride
Hey, you little chunky! What are you doing? You are quite a character, huh. I know what you are going to tell me. You are different from your fellows. You are not born to be trapped here, right? You have something great to accomplish. Don't worry; I'm sure it won't be long for you to be adopted, and then you can fulfill what you are supposed to achieve.
P.S. This photo was taken by Wing. These piggies are pets not to be on our plates.
Please let go the unfairness. Your temper and anger will hurt you one day. I know you really tried hard and your effort hasn't paid off. But don't forget that you have your belief though it may not bring much comfort to your life. You enjoy the feeling of fulfillment in the process of struggling, don't you? Perhaps this is the reward supporting you to carry on.